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bulan penuh… hihik… bulan gila…

hmm… BUSY…
dats d word yg bleh explain how well am i right now..
d day b4 yesterday.. going out werkin late..
check on expenses to do…
hv to go to d bank…
check out sticker for our lil kadai..
260…. hmm 180 for d railing n setup..
yesterday am out at 6.45am… back at home at 6pm…
arrive home with crazy mind thinking bout $$$
hahaha… i need bout 2k to complete ma month…
now already 28th… i hv 3 more days to go
hmm enuff…
hmm someone approach me on things i like
i love to do… and love to learn..
been hold it since 2 years od…
myb la i can hv it dis year…
pray for me k…

michidorok bogo shipunde

Johun saram nonun naege chotsarang
sarangul garuchyo jun saram
Never Forget you
I Remember You
giokhae no hanaman
(Rap)
Hokshina norul bolka niga sajun osul ipgo
niga johahadon jjalbun morirul hago
nowa hamkke gatton gu girul jinagagi wihaeso
gudi mongirul dorasso hoksi niga issulkkabwa
jonhwa bonhodo ajik gudaero
hokshi narul chajaolkkabwa jipdo gudaero
nae minihompisoge nowa dutton noraeppun
hokshi niga bolkkabwa dashi doraolkkabwa
urinun ajik itji mothaennunde
urinun ajik soro wonhanunde
urinun ajik saranghanunde
otgallyo sashirun bogo shipunde
michidorok bogo shipunde
hanopshi nol gidaryo gyolguk norul gidaryo
hokshi hago momchwoso jejarirul maemdone
Johun saram nonun naege chotsarang
sarangul garuchyo jun saram
Never Forget you
I Remember You
giokhae no hanaman
Yo hokshina norul bolkkabwa bogedwemyon hundullilkkabwa
nae mami yakhaejilkkabwa mallabitun nal boilkkabwa
nowa hamkke gotton gu girul pihagi wihaeso
gudi mongirul dorasso hoksi niga issulkkabwa
jonhwa bonhodo imi bakkwosso
hokshi ni saengagi nalkka jipdo omgyosso
hajiman ibeson ajik mothan marisae
hokshi norul bolkkabwa dashi dora olkkabwa
urinun ajik itji mothaennunde
urinun ajik soro wonhanunde
urinun ajik saranghanunde
otgallyo sashirun bogo shipunde
michidorok bogo shipunde
hanopshi nol gidaryo gyolguk norul gidaryo
hokshi hago momchwoso jejarirul maemdone
Johun saram nonun naege chotsarang
sarangul garuchyo jun saram
Never Forget you
I Remember You
Ah Ah Ah
dashi shijakhae malhago shipjiman
dullijido tto boiji anhun norul chatgo isso
Oh~~
sodajinun jangdaebirul majunchae
uri choum mannan gugosuro ganunde
jashini nomunado hanshimhae dangshine
ttasuhaetton jari ajik gasume
non do gyondil su inni
gurom nado jogumdo gyondilteni
hajiman himi jom dulkkoya nomu saranghaetjanha
chamuryo aerul ssobwassodo ojjolsuga opso
hokshirado uyonhi nol bolkkabwa
gudaega nae mosup bolkkabwa
gourul bomyo nunmurul gamchwo
holshina no olkkabwa (hokshina gudae naege olkkabwa)
Johun saram nonun naege chotsarang
sarangul garuchyo jun saram
Never Forget you
I Remember You
giokhae no hanaman
*********Translation*********
Good person
you´re the first love to me
the person that taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you
Perhaps I´ll see you, so I´m wearing the clothes you bought me
And I cut my hair short like you used to like it
To pass by the way I used to walk with you
I went round the long way thinking maybe you´d be there
I still have the same phone number
Thinking maybe you´ll look for me again, my house is the same
In my mini hompy I just have the songs we used to listen together
Thinking maybe you´ll look and you´ll come back again
We still can´t forget
We still wan each other
We´re still in love
Separated, honestly I miss you
I miss you like crazy
I´ll wait for you no matter what, I´ll wait for you til the end
I stop to think, I´m standing still
Good person
you´re the first love to me
the person that taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you
Thinking that maybe I´ll see you, and if I see you in my heart will tremble
Thinking that my heart will sink and you´ll see me dry and wrenched
To avoid the way I used to walk with you
I went round the long way thinking maybe you´d be there
I already changed my phone number
Maybe I will keep thinking of you so I moved houses
But in my mouth there are still words unsaid
Thinking maube you´ll look and you´ll come back again
Good person
you´re the first love to me
the person that taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you
I want to tell you to start again
But I can´t hear you nor see you even though I´m looking for you
Soaked by the pouring rain
I´m going to the place where we first met
I feel so pathetic
There´s still a warm spot in my heart for you
You can bear it
Therefore I will be able to bear too
But it will be so hard, I loved you so much
Even though I tried really hard, I can´t help it
Thinking that perhaps I´ll see you by chance
And you will look at me
In front of the mirror I wipe my tears
Thinking maybe you will come (Thinking maybe you will come to me)
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you
I want to tell you to start again

huhuk… napa la ada lagu gini kan??? kshi agree?? hihik..

raya raya…

wanna say anything more than this… but..
hmm slepas d fikirkan better kuburkan ja la…
dis raya… hmmm 5 days b4 raya
kejadian pertama = budak yg maha hebat menggoda ngan eskim…
kejadian kedua = pikirkan lappy yg kena format..
kejadian ketiga = bebudak makan mee dan muntah..

2 days b4 raya
kejadian pertama = i got new curtain, spesel one lor..
kejadian kedua = ma room da kemas dan teratur lepas tapuk printer n few boxes
kejadian ketiga = going down south to meligan 8hrs day trip
kejadian keempat = ma room messy balik wif things fr acidee & acinaa
kejadian kelima = i got ++ on ma backache..

1st raya…
kejadian pertama = this is great raya for me… Thank GOD..
kejadian kedua = alamak lupa psl baju raya blom abis jahit..
kejadian ketiga = beraya with 2 car dalam kelebatan hujan..
kejadian keempat = i was too bbusy  downstairs n fogot to check on rie

2nd raya..
kejadian pertama = too busy doing things in the kitchen
kejadian kedua = again too busy and fogot to check on rie again
kejadian ketiga = he called me just to show ma kajen dat we r “together” (bit piss off on dis)
kejadian keempat = sugar haniey suwieet ma hart hv blast of traffic on ma ear piece..

3rd raya..
not yet la.. blom mula lagi… hihik…

Slamat ari raya all…
Maaf zahir batin…

hmm… its been a whale???

kah kah kah no wurries..
hv no idea what to paste n glue on da tajuk berita up der…
well.. not dat i dun wanna update ma page…
i got dis crazy ear craving for good halwa..
i got no money… 2 lappy out of use…
i got ma sony back and another sony down…
i lost ma plastic thingy.. + ma purse…
with all ma 2-3 RM inside.. and ma bank card..
after d raya suping.. thank GOD i hv ma ID  wifme
i think this is double crazy month for me…
spend more than i imagine i can…
another phone for ms. dambi… hepi hepi grads girl
listening to Tiësto MIx since last nite..
wanna go for more than this but my headache nda mo belusir
hmm its 6.44 am now..
am signing off.. (dreaming of raining money out der.. hahaha… i need dat lappy)
anyone got T Proposal… gimme gimme…
i need something to laugh to.. uhuk..
shushh aaway ma wurries..

adorable cute lil girl dance

damn she’s hot lil wonder girl..
hana n hani lurve dis…
normally i play song fr my lappy or phone and do my work in  d evening..
while both them doing their own dance steps atas katil..
funny til i record it one time and end up me n twins wwf..
hihik…

*br sedar i didnt update dis page for more than a month..

am on pause mode at blogspot.. dededeh..

tired of  dat kind of relationship.. mo tukar g antisosial mode jap..

binciiiiiii..

gilakan cermin???

haha… i got no komen on this…
coz i lost dis pix due to old laptop “die”…
huhuk.. dis page buli d view until sunday – 28/06/2009
lepas tu hehek… akan di pswd kan…
kuikuikui….
truly sorry for gujila… coz more than 20 pixs taken
oni 5 i save n upload to my pix2life…
ampun maaf d pinta… suwie aci dee

wat i learned in 14 days

1. silent is good, saying things will make u eat ur words in da future.
i used to be wordless coz of dis..
n coz peeps gonna manipulate ur words
be careful of wat u say today..
2. laugh out loud today, tomoro u gonna cry till ur eyes drop..
somehow dis true…
3. when someone hates u.. let it be
dis irritate me whole week.. y?
i dunno y..
i only do wat i think i wanna do..
still am doing something wrong…
suit urself den… karma karma karma… urggh!!!
4. dun ever sugar honey a broken hearted
y? coz it will never be d same..
try to sugar honey ma mood wif muvie marathon
haha… d real short scene of our conversation
i hear it over n over again…
d day after i do muvie marathon..
pathetic
5.  money is not everything..
coz it can buy something but not everything
060609 teach me how money ruined lil girl
6.  nobody listen to every words of ur tongue
so plz dear me, talk only when someone understand d words
dis is y i never say anything when i know
peeps not gonna listen to every words i say
7.  never ever dreamed on something with high $$
applicable oni to me.. y coz am jobless n kenot afford
8.  do oni wat u know best..
ignore dos pushy peeps… when in d end dey will know y
but still d hardest words to say
their apology and thank you

am bored.. n tired watching d world infront of me…
trying to keep it colorful
but still am in black n white mode
uh.. maybe u think too much..

Half & Half

credit to http://www.beingbrazen.com/
somehow it is wat it is kan??

I do not always recognize myself
Too much these days
I have become split
Down the middle, two halves of this whole
Part of me wanting nothing, the other side demanding it all
I hate to admit that I have become dull and uncreative

I write so little, I feared I could not anymore
Challenging myself now to grab onto any remains T
hings cant stay the way they are in two places
My childhood seems far behind me, my adulthood still far in front
Dwelling this middle ground of chaotic notions
On this plain I stand, untouched, indecisive, moving nowhere
I must jump or run or dance
But I stand knowing I cannot go back
So petrified to just move forward
A little war that rages within me, tempts me to freeze
I realize I must take these steps now
Dream these quixotic, unstoppable dreams
Half and half I am still a whole

Divided by my regrets, but held together by my passions

cyborg girl

hmm i hv nuthing to do tonight…
(huhu nuthing la kunun.. padahal melambak benda mo bikin)
watching camilla n cyborg girl..
yesterday i watch 5 movies..
today myb i add sweet rain to my muvie list..
hmm.. kenot wait to meet all 5E/97
hmm… 18 of us myb oni 15 might be der..
kenot wait eeh… hmm